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I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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| this is me... |
| 05.31.04 (4:38 pm) [edit] |
so here we go, people are constantly complaining about how i complain so much so here...this is the "real" me...
i...
complain all the time
am ill tempered
dont like people
spend all my time listening to music
want to be famous
am a rockhead wanna b
am a poser
dont get along with most of my friends
dont believe in love, yet thinks i found the perfect guy
dont get along with pretty much anyone in my family
want to live a glorious life some day
hide from my feelings
am afraid to get to no people
am afraid of being myself around others
dont think ill ever find "the one"
daydream 24/7
over exadgerate
want to be a daredevil
dont think before i act
cant mantain a friendship for over a year
used to be suicidal
am afraid of knifes
am afraid of pain
feel totally helpless all the time
want a new life
hate my life
wish i could start things over
believes absence makes the heart grow fonder
dont want to be hurt
there happy now u no how much i complain...
**CanDii**
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| just die and get it over with! |
| 05.25.04 (12:06 pm) [edit] |
ugh i cant stand ppl anymore theyr so hypocritical...they tell me not to do things and then they go and do it themselves
its so not right
and now im being told who to hang out with, who not to hang out with, where and where not to go, what websites to go on, what websites not to go on... and so much more
i cant stand ppl i wish they would just die and get it over with! (not exadurating there) im being dead serious, they should either die or leave me alone because lately im in no mood to deal with anyone when i have enough things of my own to deal with!
its just...ugh..i cant even explain it
**CanDii**
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| updated... |
| 05.23.04 (4:30 pm) [edit] |
last nite was the semi...omg it was so much fun, everyone was so suprised that i cut my hair short. after three hours of heels my feet didnt hurt yay! haha i almost walked out the door to meet a friend at like 11 but they said they couldnt go :( or else i would have gone gladly.
i went to the creamery today, yay!
auntie n uncle ron opend the pool but we still gotta put all the chemicals in and stuff.
the guys from the central air place are coming tomorrow at aunties yay!
the used is coming to concer at Lupos on july 1st i wana go to the concert!
there was a thunder n lightng storm earlier, but sadly it didnt last very long so i didnt get to go take a walk in it...
**CanDii**
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| been awhile... |
| 05.18.04 (3:40 pm) [edit] |
yeah...its been awhile since iv written so...
it always ceases to amaze me whenn i find someone who understands why i act/react the way i do and why i have my opinions about certain things...(it rarely happens that i find ppl like that)yet, iv found another person...its so cool!
i still have no date to the social...all hope for a date is crushed...
daddy lemme borrow his 'Bobby Labonte' hat! yay!
tomorrow i have to go to ryans to work on sum stupid "Lincoln Project" but y would i wanna work on that?its so stupid...i just wanna go home n sleep...
my grades r all dropping and i really dont even care anymore...
i dont seem to be caring much about anything anymore...i just feel like doing nothing cept listening to music..."i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge, the nightmare i built my own world to escape"
**CanDii**
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| 05.08.04 (9:44 pm) [edit] |
ok iv found the meaning of pure torture..and it is math homework
this huge project that im just starting, nicoles working with me on it, i feel like im not doing enuf work tho
iv already printed out nearly 60pages n im not even half way done yet, and im not even exadgerating about it
:cries: i just want it to be over with
its to late/early to be working on this right now
im ready to fall asleep on the computer its horrible. i really need to go to sleep soon and finish it tomorrow but tomorrow ill wanna put it off too. its not fair, theres no way that i can win.
**CanDii**
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| 05.07.04 (8:27 pm) [edit] |
omg me, livi, sarah, and aditi went to the mall, and we went into hottopic and i swear to god this guy would not stop staring at me the hole time hehe it was funny
we kept runnin into jesse, like a million times
i got auntie a mothers-day gift. yay!
haha im on the phone with mike..heyy mike!lol...
omg the mall was so much fun, jon almost fell over the railing on the 3rd floor cuz he was tripping over his own feet.
we like stalked this really really really hott punk guy but ya no, he ended up leaving
i found this website and it has this song on it, and i no the song from somewhere but i cant remember where. it was so weird cuz i no its from a movie but i cant remember what one, it sounds like it was in edward scissor hands or sumthin but i no that it wasnt :cries: its so complicated. the link for the site is:
http://pages.prodigy.net/groovyskye/6.html" title="http://pages.prodigy.net/groovyskye/6.html" target="_blank"http://pages.prodigy.net/groo...
eh go, if u no the song lemme a comment...
**CanDii**
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| 05.06.04 (1:22 pm) [edit] |
we went to the ballet today for school...but im not going next year, lets just say guys dancing in WHITE tights isnt my thing...
matts not signed on :Cries: hes always supposed to be on, hes my matt!hes supposed to b on 24/7 so when i need him hes rite there :points at buddy list: there!
i wanna go to the beach so bad!lol, its finally starting to feel like summer/spring..aunties gettin buds on her apple trees, yay!weathers gettin nicer, ah i cant wait till i can go swimming again, itll b the best!
i gotta make a copy of the LostProphets cd for Lynnsay...
im starting to get my tan back, little by little..but im not "white" anymore(even tho ya no im naturally tanned so i really never was "white")
auntie n uncle ron took the baby out for a walk, i decided to stay home :tries to remember why: i think it was cuz i was makin a new screen name?
(MyBl3edingH3art)<--new sn>it was inspired by the flowers(bleeding hearts) that auntie has in the front yard lol
**CanDii**
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| here...learn about me... |
| 05.05.04 (12:33 pm) [edit] |
Name: Samantha...(Aka Sami, Aka CanDii)
Birthdate & age: March 26, 1990; 14
Zodiac Sign: Aries proudly
Chinese Zodiac: um dunno?
Residence: a house?
Hometown: Lincoln, RI
School: LMS
Siblings: 5, only 1 full blood tho
Height: 5'1(barely)
Eye color: dark brown near the center, they get lighter as they go out and are rimed black
Hair Color: brown with red/blonde highlights(i dont see the highlites but apparently other ppl do to keep tellin me theyr there)
Piercings: 3 in each ear(until i turn 18 n get 7in each ear, center lip, tounge, eyebrown, nose, bellybutton)
Tattoos: none, Tony's designing one for me tho...
Hobbies: look at my profile...
Cell phone: phones not activated :sighs:
Aim Sn: CanDiiKiShEsXoXO, Babys A Dreamer, xUrKissOfDeathx, xtroubldparadise
Aol Sn: AriesGurl26
[b]Faves[/b]
Color: lime green
fruit: i dont eat fruit..sorry?
Food: um mashed potatoes?
Drink (non alcoholic): nestea
Movie: Gladiator
TV Show: Mad Mad House
Artists: LaCuna Coil, Greenday, Linkin Park, Evanescence, The Used, Smile Empty Soul, Switchfoot
Songs: Silhouttets(spelt that rong)?, Buried Myself Alive
Actor/Actress: Johnny Depp
Car: Jeep Wrangler, lifted with 36inch tires n a 3inch lift
Day of the Week: FRIDAY!
Subject at school: Art?
[b]are YOUUU...?[/b]
Shy or Outgoing: can b both
Tall or Short: short
Nationality: French, Native American, Irish, English
Languages you can speak: English and sum French
Best feature about yourself: My eyes
Worst feature: im fat :cries:
Do you resemble anything: mmm myself?
What do you want most right now: a good nites sleep
Do you want to get married: yes, just not anytime soon
Around what age: 21-25
Kids: not yet...
How many: 1
Phrases or words you say a lot: DUN DUN DUN!, blah, (the goldfish theme song)
PetPeeves: when u have acrilic nails n u tap them on stuff and it clicks
What is your Phone Number: 401
[b]LAST PERSON WHO...[/b]
Slept in your bed: me, i was the last and the only person to ever sleep in my bed...
Made you cry: chris....
You shared a drink with: Sarah
You went to the movies with: Andy, Court, Sean(in december)
You went to the mall with: Scott
Yelled at you: Lisa
Said they were going to kill you: Joe(over the summer b4 i got my restraigning order on him)
[b]HAVE YOU EVER..[/b]
Said "I love you" and meant it? Yes, i think i ment it at least
Gotten in a fight: yes!
Been to New York? no :cries: i wanna go i heard they have good shopping stores...
Been to Florida? mhm, 4years ago
California? mayb this summer...i wish i could tho
Canada? never
Danced naked? um no!
Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? happens all the time...all the time....
Wish you were the opposite sex? ewww no
Had an imaginary friend: mayb when i was little?
[b]this or that....[/b]
Red or Blue? blue
Spring or Fall? Fall
Santa or Rudolph? rudolph mayb?
Math or English? well, not math, i suck at math
What are you going to do after you finish this survey? talk to mike!
What was the last food you ate? lay's potatoe chips
High school or college? college
Are you bored? yesh
Last movie you saw? in theatres? last movie i watched was Interview with a vampire, last time i went to a cinema i saw peter pan!
Last noise you heard? the dishes clanking
Last time you went out of the state: last weekend
Things you like in a boy: punk, cute, sweet, sence of humor, fun to b around, likes me for my personality...yada yada yada....
Do you like someone? mhm
Do they know? mhm
What do you think of ouija boards? believe....
What book are you reading now? the vampire le stat
What's on your mouse pad? at home its blue, my aunts its a tree with the apples that talked from the wizard of oz
Favorite board game? dont have one...
Favorite magazine? none, they make me wanna lose weight!
Worst feeling in the world? backstabbing, and noing someone u love ull never see again (R.I.P Joe Rossi)
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? y cant the alarm shut off on its own
How many rings before you answer?however many it takes to get to the phone...
Future daughter's name: Lolita Rose (isnt it pretty?it flows...)
Future son's name? Shane
Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes...
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?rockstar!
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ambidextrous, but i tend to use my left hand most
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? no, but i can type without looking
What's under your bed? whatever was shoved under it so i didnt have to clean
Favorite sport to watch? tennis/nascar
Glasses/contacts: no, but ima get colour contacts just for fun
Siblings age: 5,6,8,15,20
College Plans: detective
Best Friends: they wont b named....they no who they r...
Boyfriend: no comment?
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: none but when i do get one itll b a Jeep Wranger (only in a jeep!)
Are You Timely Or Always Late: both
Do You Have A Job: babystting?
Do You Like Being Around People: depends on my mood
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: of course
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: generally go for the punks/goths
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no comment?
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yea
Are You Lonely Right Now: very
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: sometimes..not worried bout it tho
[b]FAVORITE [/b]
Room In house: dun have one, at my aunts its the basement tho
Type of music: alt rock
Memory(ies): at the beach over the summer at sunset with sum friends, jumpin in the water with all our clothes on n gettin yelled at for tracking sand in the car cuz we didnt have towels
Perfume Or Cologne: um, sum victorias secret one that i have
Flower: a black rose, or a red one, either or
Month: um..august
Season: summer
Location for dates: movies...
ta~da now u no bout me
**CanDii**
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| 05.04.04 (1:23 pm) [edit] |
ok so mayb i wont be going shopping today like i thought ::sighs::
ooo kyle drives a hummer!yay! lol..he told me i cant handle his ride tho
amanda took Destiny outside in her stroller so i cant even hang out with the baby...
i cant wait till the pool gets opened next week, ima b at my aunts everyday swimmin n walkin down to the creamery...
car wash is in like 2weeks, yay!
eh, i feel blah, i think im sick again...ima go...
**CanDii**
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| 05.04.04 (12:44 pm) [edit] |
yesterday i got to bunk school and spend another nite at daddys house. all cuz i ran up to daddy when i was gettin ready to go home from his house n i hugged him n said "daddy i love you, i dont wanna go to school tomorrow, dont make me go!" and voila!i got to stay home!
although i missed out on bikini shoppin, so i think that ima b doin that today or tonight?not sure tho
scotts gettin his jeep lifted, yay!then hell b able to go offroadin with us!
daddy took me offroadin on sunday(in the rain) it was so much fun, i think it was my 4th or 5th time going. next time i wanna ride with Matt Rez(one of daddys friends thats 100% crazy n does the craziest stuff). but daddy wont let me, he said id b indangering my life...or something like that...
i watched interview with a vampire, that was a good movie, although tom cruise should stay with the brown hair. i liked it, very :thinks of the rite word: interesting? ima start reading the book "The Vampire Le Stat" to follow up on the movie and get into the series alittle more...
scott wants to take me to the mall on friday so that i can go shoppin for my aunt, cuz i wanna get her a mothers day present...
i got kicked outa gym class today, well not really kicked out but it was close enuf..haha evil teachers :growls: die grrr....
**CanDii**
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I adopted a cute lil' March birthstone fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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