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rough nights...
06.30.04 (8:35 pm)   [edit]
since i gave up my safety pins im having the hardest time trying to sleep. its like when im ready to sleep i cant fall asleep and when i finally do i wake up millions of times during the night and have the hardest time falling back asleep.
it doesnt help that im incredably lonely at night and i have nothing to make me emotionless anymore...its like the one thing that i could use to get away from everything and i dont have it anymore...its like killer horrible

i went to the baseball game today with kayla and ryan :) it was fun...:looks around innocently:

i feel so..i dunno...not dead...but not out of it...that unhappy medium in the middle...and worst of all i miss him so much...


**CanDii**

ifn...im andrea's sexxay, depressed, gothic annorexic super model...lmao (dont ask...you wouldnt get it)
 

posted by: amethyst (reply)
post date: 07.03.04 (7:02 am)

i can relate with how u feel but i do need a lil explanation on the safety pins thing.....?


posted by: CandiiKishesXoX (reply)
post date: 07.04.04 (6:05 pm)

Reply to: amethyst
ok well...since im to coward to use a razor to hurt myself i use safety pins and needles, if you press hard enough they can slice just not as much...pretty much just as painful cause to slice you gotta go over the same area alot


posted by: simmerdown (reply)
post date: 07.04.04 (7:17 pm)

Reply to: CandiiKishesXoX
i use saftey pins also

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